Actress Han So-hee has indirectly confessed her feelings about the suspicions surrounding her private life that arose last year. It has been about 10 months since she stopped blogging.

On the 12th, Han So-hee opened her blog by saying, “Another year has passed without fail. I bought 6 flower pots. I thought that if I brought life into my home, things would bloom a little more green together.”.

She said, “How is everyone‘s New Year? The voices and news of the times we live in are making this seemingly insignificant New Year feel heavy to me.”. “I feel helpless because all I can do is express my condolences and comfort in a few words. In fact, I resent the innocent heavens.”.

Han So-hee continued, “I am doing well. I took time to reflect on myself and worked through my narrow-minded thoughts, mistakes, and the self-loathing that followed, but I feel like I still have a long way to go. Making excuses that aren’t excuses makes me seem worthless,“ she said.

Han So-hee then said, ”It‘s true that people in their 20s and 30s require different levels of courage,“ and shared her thoughts on her fans as she wrote this post. She said, ”These days, I feel precious about exchanging greetings and days without much going on. We greet fans with shy smiles and make endless promises of “see you next time,” but the feelings we share when we meet by chance often influence my day.“

Lastly, Han So-hee added, “What I want to say in the end is that I hope we all stay safe and that it’s a little less cold and less painful... I hope you bury your tangled hearts in the bitter winter and bloom in the coming spring.”

Meanwhile, Han So-hee faced a difficult time starting with the announcement of her relationship with Ryu Jun-yeol in March of last year. Ryu Jun-yeol‘s ex-girlfriend Hye-ri appeared, and the two argued over whether or not it was a transfer relationship. Han So-hee and Ryu Jun-yeol’s relationship ended two weeks after it was made public. In the process, Han So-hee was plagued by suspicions that she had left malicious comments for Hye-ri, and she even deleted all of her blog posts where she had poured out her feelings while communicating with fans and declared that she would respond strongly.

In addition, in December, rumors of her dating G-Dragon surfaced, and news was even reported that Han So-hee‘s mother was sentenced to 1 year in prison, 2 years of probation, in the first trial on charges of opening an illegal gambling house.

Can we look forward to Han So-hee untangling her tangled hearts from the cold winter and blooming in the coming spring?

● Below is the full text of Han So-hee’s blog

Another year has passed by so quickly. This time, I suddenly bought 6 flower pots. I don‘t know why, but I think it’s because I thought that if I brought some life into my house, they would bloom a little more greenly.

How was your end of the year? Are you perhaps staying in the shadows of the splendid lights that illuminate the night, or are you silently waiting for the next year to come?

The voices and news of this era we live in are making the seemingly insignificant new year feel heavy to me. I feel helpless because all I can do is express my condolences and comfort in a few words, and in fact, I resent the innocent heavens.

I hope that our next year will also begin with a small pledge to just live each day well, rather than worrying and worrying.

I am doing well. I have taken the time to reflect on myself and worked through my narrow-minded thoughts, mistakes, and the self-loathing that follows, but I feel like I am still lacking a lot. There were people who visited my blog from time to time, but when I just keep making excuses that are not excuses, I feel like I am worthless.

Anyway! This is my own reflection and not intended to convey my emotions, so I‘m writing this in detail

It’s true that the level of courage in your 20s and 30s is a bit different

I wrote the first line around December and I‘m just finishing it now, but I’m worried about everyone. It‘s so cold and I think many of you may not be feeling well

You should at least keep your body warm

I wonder if you’ve all prepared everything you need, such as scarves, earmuffs, etc. in addition to your padding

Do you have a hot pack cushion

Please stretch often. They say stress is the root of all illnesses. Of course, I can‘t do that either. I just try

Still, I’m writing for those who miss the blog that was a part of my life, but it‘s all over the place now and then

These days, I feel precious about the days when I ask after their well-being and have no special events

I greet my fans with shy smiles and say “See you next time” Even though we promise to meet again later, the feelings we share when we meet by chance often determine my day.

I bought some socks that might be a bit burdensome..

So in the end, what I want to say is that I hope we all stay safe and that we are a little less cold and in less pain.

I hope that you bury your tangled feelings in the cold winter and that flowers bloom in the coming spring.
Reporter Lee Seul-bi, Donga.com misty82@donga.com